hahaist011's Diaryland Diary

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get your folders! take out your rough drafts!

i want to copy-paste venus-x's entry here because it's so funny. when did people start being so funny, saying "survivalist materials"?!

ooohhhhh i was so mean yesterday at school. or rather, in my supervisor's parlance, "firm." kids were all, 'i'm not done because you wouldn't help me.' A LIE, right? so instead of just rolling away as always, i was all "don't you say that! don't you ever say that!" or something like that. and--god help me--i may have even said "you're not finished because you wouldn't help yourself."

i understand big dramatic breaks with your past self. gerontion style: after such knowledge, what forgiveness. or knowing that i am gone gone gone because we have crossed a line in our treatment of each other. but how am i supposed to live with the memory of my own voice saying banal, know-it-all teacher things...?

it's embarrassing, is what it is.

2:25 a.m. - 2007-03-13

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