hahaist011's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this is why i could never even just sit down in the zombie lounge oh my GOD. some chick just came over to me at the library to ask me to "type more softly" because i am being "distracting." meanwhile, i was in the middle of something really good...and yo i can always hear people's music and their fucking fingers too! i know i type crazy loud sometimes, but...shit, it's just embarrassing, i guess. how am i supposed to not do it? this is my practice. i am trying to type fast but quietly? how does this work? and why didn't she ask the weird lady who is listening to shitty symphonic music but possibly doesnt actually have her headphones plugged in to the computer to plug them in? and i think maybe i start typing all loud when i'm actually having ideas. oh my god. this is MY library. my childhood library. no one should be bugging me about shit. or wait, more like it: how do you tell someone to stop doing something completely confident that your reaction to it is like the final word on it? that your reaction is everyone else's or ought to be? at first i said "i'm sorry" and then i go "i'll try." i was already getting all defensive and angry. i KNOW i was the one who used to walk through the zombie lounge and make a little noise just to be an asshole, but that's not what i'm doing here. what if i don't do it quietly enough and she tells the librarian on me? the librarian whose first and last name i know? oh my god. 11:43 a.m. - 2008-07-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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